One.. First or the only one?

Hard I know
Nevertheless I did not let go.
Finding rest at home
After every battle with my bow and arrows.

Seeking for a breakthrough.
But can't seems to find the truth
What I am here for? I asked
Living each day with nothing but a mask.
Without realizing that my soul was buried in the dust.

Well done my dear self
It has been a year n you've done well
Battling depression in your own shell.
Time to get up and move out of hell 