Being brought up in less perfect family, my heart always long for a mother figure in my life. I thought she never loved me as she once curse me with hurtful words, abuse me with anything she can find and disowned me at one moment of my life. As a result I never liked her as my mother.
After spending some time with my aunt, she then remind me to pray for a better relationship with my mom and also not to forget my parents relationship which was drifting apart at that time. It was a desperate call to God. After many years of sowing in prayers, my heart is finally set free and it is truly beating with joy. There may be still some more unwanted pest but then God have done great things to patch things up.
My mother will always be my mother no matter what she have once says to me. A mother can sense the heart of her daughter easily. As I was just thinking about her just now, she actually called me. WOW! Mother! Then I begin to think back how God have patch things up. There are times when I am sick, my mom would call eventhough I did not tell her. I guess it is just a little mother instinct. Today, I am no longer afraid to talk to her as my comforter! 5 years ago, I align my life out of revenge, today, I do it out of love!
Not to forget about my mom and dad. It is truly a joy to hear and see how they begin to grow closer to one another again. WOW! another answered prayer! This is truly amazing! Mummy is cooking more often for daddy and daddy is spending more time with mummy! Whenever my mom call me, daddy is always beside her! LOVE! Shedding some tears of JOY now! God is truly awesome!
God is a God of restoration!
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