Happy Chinese New Year!

It is the year of Ox! Yeah! It is my final year to collect ang pow this year. Oh..sobbie!!!

Anyway, this new year is a year where we reunite with our old friend. When i touched down on thursday evening, my dad told me a friend of my drop by to visit the day before. It was a friend whom i hv not seen for almost 5 yeears!!! And I have lost his contact number.... So thanks to FB i manage to locate him once again! This happened to my dad too... as we were having branch in a coffee shop, a friends of his suddenly called him... they have not seen each other for like 30 over years!!! O my!!!! What a awesome year!!!

There are still lots of things to follow up and precious time to recall back all the classic memories... :)
Happy Chinese Moo Moo year!!!!!

Masters..masters... it is not like degree!

Life have been pretty challenging lately. There is no more free time to shop, free time to do my own things and free time to think of myself..goodness! I have to be in the lab from 10am to 6pm from monday to friday. However, 6 is not the proper time to leave the lab....because no body leaves and sometimes work do not permit me to leave! So, 10 am to 7 pm or later is my time where I leave and by the time i reach home after dinner... the earliest is 10pm and on average.... 12am! Goodness!!!

I am not living a good lifestyle lately...bad food time and late sleeping time!!! Outch..and no exercise!!! I just could find a time to hit the gym!!! My goodness!!!!

But the amazing thing is that...out of all the tiring days, church wide prayer meeting is the best cure to me to really find comfort and rest...

Just lately.. I finally change my habit of my daily devotion... instead of getting to it at night...i move it to morning... it was great...awake and hungry...heheh

Up and down...left and right!

Yay! I am done with my RA application and today I am officially attending my lab as a Research assistant! WOW! Dispite of waiting for the slow reply from the admin, which is very normal, I am currently reading up on my project and exploring my new programme.

Sadly, it was not as good as I expected... I thought this uni is really upgrading... yeah the library is kind of well equiped. But then, my lab is way off... what is the purpose to give me the best computer in the market without an internet connection? How to do research? Outch... Still not there yet huh... The best I can do now is buy my own USB modem and get my own wireless to get my self effective... It is hopeless to really wait for the upgrade... I'll never get on with my work... Sometimes, this does makes me feel like letting go all of it and just do something else... but then... it is always my dream to persue masters... Why la why!

HAPPY 2009!

Yay! Its a new year! And I don't even have the time to reflect on my 2008 and plan for my 2009.... All I can think of is how to settle my masters registration and when can I satrt work and how do i work and when can I get my pay??.... Really need it for building Fund....Gods house...and also my house... Sobbie! There were so much to do and so complicated. I even have to force myself to run about getting the application solve eventhough I am badly attacked with flu, swollen face, tooth ache and blocked ear... Thanks to chinese herbal tea...my swell hv gone down and flu is getting better...but my ear is still blocked!

So what is ahead of 2009? OMG!!!! My wedding is this YEAR!! Wow! 10 more months and there I go! One beautiful bride...young and beautiful one..* cought**cough* 2009... it is definitely going to be a great year.

Gloomy Christmas...

So what is with this Christmas? Hmmm... I didn join any countdown on the eve... We were all in church. On Christmas day, my faince hv to go to church, so i spend time with his mom cooking and preparing for the pot luck in his aunts house later in the evening. We did not go out at all cas he was tired and he slept the whole afternoon. In the evening we drop by Kiera's full moon and the head to the hospital to visit one of my friend who is suffering with cancer... SAD yeah.

So Christmas ended with a dinner and then sleep... outch!

On the 26th morning, I travel back to Penang to celebrate Christmas with my family. I was full of excitement and I can't wait to greet my parents and sister. I has been 3 years I didn't make it back for Christmas due to studies...but this time... I HAVE THE TIME TO GO BAK HOME!!!

As I was about to reach Penang, I gave my dad a call, all the excitement turns into worries, uncertainties and sadness... My dad jz recieved the news that my grandpa is admitted in the the ICU! Argh! Why must this happen? The moment I reach the bus station, we hop in to the car and get going to Seberang Jaya Hospital. We couldn't do much but just prayed for miracle to happen because we were not allowed to go in to give him a visit. After the doctor stabalizes his condition, we rush in to the ICU to see him.. He was a sleep with pipes all over his mouth and nose. He was in a pretty critical condition. The doctor said that his gall bladder has burst and effected his intestine and kidney... Argh! WHy!

The doctor waited until his blood pressure stabalizes and then performed an operation... So.. the BBQ party goes on with a sad heart... but we try to spend as much time together as possible and prayed for miracle to happen...

Until today, he is still in ICU... it is still uncertain how it is going to be.... My mom is seeking her voodoo..which predicts deaths.. I am believing in God to bring my grandpas health back to normal... Miracle shall happen... It will happen.... I miss my grandpa....

Fly so fast!

It is almost a month now since I completed my degree. I have been in the holiday mode till today. Ah well, my holiday started with an awesome trip to Singapore for Asia Conference. Then, I went back home to spend some precious time with my family and then finally, my first plane flight adventure! I flew to Kota Kinabalu!! YAY! Counting week by week, time flies really fast with all the unforgettable moments with family and friends. After all this wonderful holiday, it is time for Theen Kin and me to stay focus on our new house and what about wedding? GOSH! We almost forget! We were so packed with activities, serving, and me going crazy over choosing the right topic for my masters till the planning for wedding totally got out of our mind! We only come to realise that after church yesterday while we were settling our house lighting. OUTCH!

But then praise God! It is really a great blessings to get good deals through out our whole renovation even though some unwanted things happened. We manage to get our lights and fan with a very low price ( but then, 3 lights broke…SOBBIE!). Besides that, we got our stove for more than 50% discount for a super expensive stove that we were eying for and Theen Kin’s family bless him with refrigerator and washing machine! Awesome huh?

Now the lights and fans are all up and it is time to shop for curtains and furniture!

KOta Kinabalu

12th December 2008, 4.00am, was my first ever ride on a plane! I was so excited and yet sleepy the moment I got my tickets and checked in my bags. My heart beats so fast, that i don't even know what sleepy means.

Walking in to the plane, owh! I was nicely greeted by sweet air stewardes. Walking towards my seat with great exciement...but then it droped a little... the seat was not as big and bus seat... Its ok, I got the window seat! As the plane moves, my heart jumps with excitement! And it accelerate, and my heart beats even faster! And the off!!! YAY! I am flying!!!

I reached KK around 6.30 am and it was super bright! I was like hey, I will be still in bed in KL at this time! But the life there...almost everybody is super awake! So , my first destination was to eat pork noodle with a lot of porky stuff inside.. Then head home to sleep... Later in the afternoon, we went to UMS for a lottle visit and then to 1 Borneo. Yeah it was a good place... 50 percent of KL shopping mall!

In the evening, we have home coooked food from my boyfriends' friend mother! Awh! Superb! The next day was the wedding day of my boyfriends friend...

On sunday, We went to gaya street for breakfast ( fisf noodle- noodle make of fish) Then do a little quick shopping there. They sets up stalls selling lots of stuff Just like out night market. After breakfast, we went to church. Then after that, we head for ngau chap ( beef noodle with beef stuff inside). It was too beefy for me.... but it is nice! After lunch, we head to Karambunai for the beach. We played banana boat...but i could nt join them... So i followed the boat that drag the banana boat! LOL!

After KAramBunai we went to dunno where for coconut pudding ( Coconut jelly in side coconut fruit) and oyster bakar! It was superb! After that, we went to gayang for seafood dinner! It was a wonderful dinner...all the seafood it really really fresh!

Monday...sad to say.. it is the day to leave kk...SOBBIE!!!! It was so sad that we almost missed out plane home! We checked in late and we have to run all the way to terminal!!! Believe it! Yeas! We ran!!! We were one of the last to enter the plane! HEHE! O yeah, before that, we had breakfast with pastor Daud.. we ate pai mien...some noodle la... and then he head to philipline market to do somemore shopping before we leave for airport..

Well, really a big thanks to the Sabah friends who are so helpful and great! Our trip there was so well taken care of by them... drive us around, provide a place to stay and blessing us with meals and warm friendship! I really missed the time there!

I am Flying!

So much of thinking, I think I will just put it aside for a moment and just head for my holiday! Yeah, it is going to be my 1st plane flight! Yay! I am so so so excited!

Brain Exhausted

Too much of thinking can sometimes makes you whole body tired. Yeah. Eventhough I have my 8 hour sleep but then I am still tired. I am seriously do not know what to do... Yeah the lecturers are all very nice to provide my with ideas and reading materials. I just can't decide now...

Left Or Right?

Life is pretty must set in the way that I wanted it to be, to continue masters after my degree to see how far I can go and also to get a better understanding of an application of a physics field. There is no point getting to know all the theory but not applying it. As I was completing my degree, the plan of the vision begins to work. It was all perfect and right until last week.

Now I have one professor and one doctor offering me place to do masters in UM. Well, I do not know who to pick. Both have their own advantages and I have interest on both also. Well, for people to choose, of course they will go for professor! Yeah he is a very experience professor and yeah, he is good in knowledge. But truly, no body understand anything in his class but score A. So how? I do not know. There are other complain as well. How true is it I do not know…

I am now left confused and suppressed. I do not know what I want to do. Sometimes I wonder is this the right choice? They approach me personally… I did not ask… well, it is a great blessing but GOD! Why?

Yeah, this is arise and build season and it is like a season where problems starts to bombard you one by one. First, car tyre crack. Then, my masters is uncertain, and then now my phone button is not functioning well! WHY? ! Help me God…

Another Day in Penang

Hmmm... I am in my usual hibernation mode back home. Lazy to hang out, lazy to meet up and lazy to move. But then it is the best time for me to rest and reflect back my life... the bad thing is i begin to think a lot and sometimes, it will just go out of the world... and that is when the idea of creativity comes in!

Today, my stomach is always hungry... I just feels like eating! Argh! HELP!

Beautiful Sunday!

Sunday! time to go to church! It is not any normal Sunday because this time my sister actually followed me to church (which he hates to last time)! The service was great and the message was awesome! Towards the end of the service, pastor prayed. My sister responded for alter call and there she goes! She slide back to God! It was so awesome. I was filled with joy and a great asurance from God. I could not hold my tear and it just flow.. I cried and cried as pastor prayed. The holy spirit move so mightily in the service. I am so touched, so so blessed and so so refreshes by the presence of God. Yeah, life have been bad for me this few months as i have to go through a lot of challanges and rejection but then soaking in the pressence of God does cures all dissappointment... and I am looking for more!

Yeah bad tampered me... I am not very sure why but then I am having alot of mood swings and stress... I do not know why but then.... I am just not happy... I just got lost and my brain just fly off to somewhere.... I just want to be with God and no body else for now..... Just me and God!

My Masters in Physics

Getting a masters in physics is like my 101 thing to do before I die. I do not want to live my life with regrets. It is great to have a crazy challange in life. When you look back... yeah people may earn more money and much more richer than I am but then hey.... I did something challanging and it is a life experience rather than following the typical rule of life! It is deffinitely not a waste of money because I am paid as a research assistant while doing my masters and i do not have to pay a single cent for it! On top of that I can contribute to my epf... how fun is that? Yeah.... earning big buck is really not my thing now but then of course I will do my part to save what I am suppose to. I am not stupid and I don't just spend as if i don't have a brain!

Anyway, it is hard to see myself doing masters because I was not a very smart person but then taking this challange will push me up further to see where I can go! Smart eh!

Asia Conference

The most beautiful thing in life is the touch of God! This Asia Conference was the first ever conference held by Pastor Kong Hee bringing together great speakers like Phil Pringle and wife, A.R Bernard, Benny Hinn and ulf Ekmen. It was great!

All the hall were so packed with people from all around Asia and other places. It was amazing and awesome! All the speakers brings in the word of season and I am greatly impacted by their works and words!

Ps Kong has actually open up our mind to see people around us, the young and old, earthquake victims in China and the disable. It really wakes me up to see the great works of Pastor Kong how he manage to built a church regardless of the type of people. I was amaze to see a less fortunate little girl act on the stage. She was great... she is just like any other girl! This really open up my eyes to see beyond my suroundings and to see this people who are less fortunate. They do have dreams like us and they too can be like us. Some times it is just us and our pride that we cast them aside. We are all suppose to love people with compassion.

The craziest thing that actually happened to me is that when Pastor prayed and ask us who wants to reach out beyond the four wall of the church.. I first felt heavy for abused children... which i have in mind to reach out to but hvn take any action and that was not so bad...but then God suddenly press another thing into my heart... He show me that I can never take another step is i do not first feel the same way (compassion) towards my own family members. I never like my causins from my mothers side. I always think that they are poor, filthy, dirty and stupid. Then God rebuke me that night by asking me to bless them as how i am to bless the abused. Be a friend and bless the family with RM200 of stuff or cash!!! I was like WHAT THE!!!! Yeah it was hard. But then when i shared it with my sister, we found that yeah... God will always put up front the matter that you are trying to compressed and hide. He was just teaching me to love and be a blessing... first from people closest to me.

It was so amazing and so shocking and so terrifying that I came back home with bad fever, bloody flu and bloody flem and headache...argh! Didn drank enough water through out the conference ... sobbie!!!!! But then I came back with a blessed heart!

God is always good!

late night in startbucks (part 2)

As I was about to leave starbucks last night, I heard so explosion sound coming from outside..hmmm... I wonder what it going on. So, i took a little peep outside and there it was!!! beautiful fireworks from sunway lagoon! Standing there smiling alone...ah.... just beautiful.

After the fire works... it was about 11pm. So i have to walked up to the main entrance to wait for my boyfriend to fetch me. On my way there, it was really tempting for me to go to the loo... but then the mall is close and what can happen in the loo? Argh... I have good imagination.. So i decide to walk to the main entrance without going to the loo... so, the funny thing is this... I got lost in a closed shopping mall! It was really scary but i walked too and fro before i could figure out where I am. Phew! I found my way out but then.... I need the loo!!!!

Late night in starbucks!

So another entry.... writting from starbucks! Looks like Christmas is around the corner. Starbucks is playing Christmas type of jazz now. With my favourite coffee...here i am writting! It is 10.30 pm now and guess what..the light in Sunway Pyramid is all out... but then here is starbucks... people are still enjoying their sips and chat! I used to be at home at thins time when I was a kid...but kids today.... their parents are pempering them with Starbucks and donuts at this time... by the way...there is two very cute malay kid in front of me... hmmm... they can help me but just enjoy looking and playing with me... haha.. they are really cute with their big round eyes! Owh..... their dad is like trying to block em... hhaha!!!

Looks like things have been very much diffent now compare to my childhood era.... well... kids are really pampered with really good stuff now.. awh! ENVY!!! haha!

Exam Just ended last friday. And it was my last exam...the after exam celebration? Sigh...not as grand as I think so... We didn't really celebrated... until today... but then the weird thing is that, i suddenly feel directionless... yeah i know i hv a confirmed place for my masters ald but then... it is like i do not hv anything to do all of a sudden besides normal church admin stuff and wedding prep! Oh man!!!

haha!! So what is next? Well, I am getting myself ready for my wedding now...really need to indulge myself in good and healthy food...no more junkies...and also good exercise... i really hope it works! Due to my lazyness.... i have to pray hard!!!

So... I am really bored now and i do not know what to do... still waiting for my transport back home.... sobbie!!!!!!

Stand

Our life is filled with different season. We have season of breakthrough, season of stretching, season of prospering, season of what ever you name it! No matter what it is, God is always there to prepare a way for us to go through. It may not even be a smooth way, but then God will never allow us to be consume by fire or overflowed by water. Through the fire we will not be scorch by the flame! God grace is always great!

Every time during exam season, it is my season of breakdown. But then I keep pressing unto God! His promise is always through that I will always be above and not beneath. But one thing, if i know for sure that Gods promises is true, why am I still facing fear and doubts? This is my final exam, and it is up to me to make it or break it! It is the time for me to STAND! Time for me to stand and be strong and to know God is always there with me! I will never allows the devils doubt to overcome me but the faith of God to carry me!
Besides my exam, this is the season of arise and built for CHCKL! Yeah we are all ecxited and yet worried. Many things I have to go through wwith my fiance to built our house and to save for our wedding. With the amount of pledge, It is so stretching. This is the time....I will be strong and be brave and never break down! Time for us to arise!

There is a time for healing
There's a time for all purposes under the sun
There's a time for laughter
There's a time to let go and a time to hold on

So we are here,
but why are we waiting
Why are we acting like dead men walking
The time has arrived
For us to arise
Joining our hands united together
This is our time to be strong
This is our time to rise up
To stand and be counted
This is our time to believe
To know in our God we are free
Let the world know to Him we belong

Lord capture our hearts now
Drown out the pleasures and treasures that bind us
Give us your courage
To be strong, to be brave, and to never back down

There's no time to lose
We can't be silent
In a world that is dying to find out the truth
We've got the hope
We've got the answer
Let's lay down our all
With reckless abandon

lyric by Rebecca St James

Crocs on sales!

So... when do crocs have like 50% discounts...beside buying the second piece at 50 persent discount..? Well, yeah... they do!

I thought i just missed my chance on the 30th of October but then I did not. Today, it is my 2nd chance! So, I went to amcorp at 10am... to my surprise I see so many people there as if there is no one working today! Ah well, it is pretty normal for sales like that. So i continue waiting for my queue....to my surprise...there is no queue! lol!

So I decided to get my crocs at normal price.... I don't like crowding with sweaty people... hehehe...
So, I went off to get my vege and then i came back...hmmm..the crowd... still the same size but more excited! You can practically hear only girls screaming! LOL! guys...are u molesting them or you just don't scream? LOL!

I am not that type of girl would go gorilla style in crowd.. i am the soft type..ahem! LOL! I decide to leave and...maybe i'll just get it at normal price.... I have a great God... He will bless me one... :)

All Hail Barak Obama!

After all the long period of waiting, finally! Obama change the history! Becoming the first black US president! Yeah, the world is not so racist afterall...but is that true? I wonder

But then, congrates! Supporting you all the way!

You make my day

It is hard to start your day with sneezing... argh! It will just eventually leads to a flu day! Yeah... I was down with flu since yesterday. I am not so sure that my flu was that bad yesterday. I thought it was just a normal allergy. Until when I went out for dinner last night....The moment i step out the car...the sneezing got worst. I have to use up the whole pack of tissue to controll the dripping of the flu so that it will not drip in to my food!! EWE!!! Yeah...disgustin...

As I was walking back to the car, the flu was like horrible and sneezing is uncontrollable... My dear man (who have to juggle with umbrella, 1 laptop bag and 1 sling bag) suddenly just put his arm over and hold me close (sounds like a squid with many hands eh)...OOO... Just felt a little warm and safe... I almost sneeze my self off the road and knock on cars!! Or cars suppose to knock me down?? OO bad!!

The flu continues today...sneezing...yeah still on....vit C? yeah took alot and sleep alot....it doesn't go away!!!!!!